When you are in Love ......
Tell me, By loving someone,
Do you get get love in return?
It saysLife is full of happiness and sorrows!
where should I search happiness?
Within sorrows?
Am I living on the sapping hope?
Old scars are yet to heal,
then why search for new pains?
I am not where i am,
I search to myself, where I am?
So what, if I am losing the direction?
Isn't the universe is one?
I am not ready to exist,
like a flower, observing serenely,
dying petals, falling to the ground
one by one, selflessly
God, where is my strength?
Tell me, how do I exist?
with revolting revulsions
where purpose ceasing to be a purpose
a bitter realization of selfless love,
Tell me, How do I exist?
with conflicting inner feelings,
with raging conflagration,
worshipping fire, immolating self!
- Devendra